when age is only the number.

Today i got unexpected birthday cake from my friends.Even at my Facebook, I'm not publish my birthday and i make it invisible for everyone.I don't know, for me i like make it  low profile and I'm appreciate who wish my birthday regardless by text message or via Facebook.I'm so happy with the unexpected birthday cake from her.So glad and happy when think someone still remember me.

So, today i turn to 26th already.Well, I'm still in middle in  searching to make my life better, my carrier and family. It just take time to fulfill all this thing.But, i believe to god, one days i will find that..Insyallah.

This week is really tough for me,I mean my mentality especially.My car broken so sudden and it cost me a lot to repair and hoping that i can get back my car as soon as possible.Only god know how suffer I'm right now when to think about the cost to repair,i need to cut a lot of my budget  such as, no shopping until 4 month i guess. but, I really thanks to my friends, Alice Lim, she borrowed me with her car for this weeks.I'm so appreciated.

Here,I upload my unexpected birthday cake from my friends,Anlin Tan.She used to be my senior when she working at my company.She is fierce, so detail person when come to design wise. From her, I learn a lot about design and become tough when come to detail, well, many thanks to her.

P/s: Really thanks to my dear friends, Anlin Tan for the gorgeous cake and to all wishes,many thanks too.Hoping you all have a great time..Love.

Putting the +VE energy around me

It is so tough for me to keep my positive energy around me.Well, mostly is because of my work.Rushing for the deadline, measure site and keep thinking when i can take leave to go back to my hometown.Is like never ending...I think my blog post recently is all about how tired I'm juggling with my works, family and friends.Sometimes, i need to said NO when some of my friend asking me to hang out on weekend just because that the only day i can get the rest.

OK.stop mumbling about works,i bet everyone facing the same thing.Either we can handle it or not that depends our self..right. ?

To make me cheer bit,when I went to bought my dinner I stop by at this bakery shop and i bought two cupcakes for reward my self after working hard after day long.This is my first time bought cupcakes.I always afraid the sweetness of the cupcakes because I'm not the sweet' tooth actually, but i give my self tried this two cupcakes  with different flavor one is vanilla and the other one is blueberry and seriously i like it so much.I still can handle the sweetness of this cupcakes though.

Well, Cupcakes,today you already make me put the smile on my face..Cheers!

Sometimes I just want to tell TIME, to slow down but it's insane I guess.I'm just to tired with overloaded work.,it's kinda non-stop.Finish one project and more coming and with different requirement,different clients and different projects.I'm not workaholic but I take my job seriously.

And, with the new term from my office that all designer need to take part becoming leader for everyone is kinda tough for me.Some people is easy to follow the lead and some people so ignorant or never take thing seriously.So, this month it's my turn become leader.Honestly, it ain't easy at all, to make sure all listen and do their works as schedule sometimes really killing me softly.As i said,some people can understand and co-operate but some people did not take thing seriously.

I know,I'm very detail person and very strict about the design.But, i already give and take because I believe all people are different thinking and got different of working style...that for sure.So, if i can understand your working style why don't you understand and co-operate with me??is it hard to understanding each other??

While listening to favorite band Within Temptation, I looked outside from my flat and i realized the skies look beautiful and it's blend so well with the white cloud and blue sky...what a nice view...

When the earth spoken

The news about tsunami and earthquake hitting the Japan right now really breaking my heart and i really cried when watched and read the story from online news.  

And, it remind me what had happen in 2004 when Acheh,Indonesia been swept by Tsunami too and how sad my Indonesia friends that time losing family, house and even can't go back to their hometown to meet their family.
The worst part when my close friends, losing his mom and he can't go back to Acheh since they not allowed anyone go back to Acheh on that time. I really cried for him that time.  

Now, happen to Japan.Even though, i don't have any relatives or real friends staying there.I really hope people staying there are in good safe.
My condolences to all the victim.

P/s:
Dear Kata, Hoping you are in safe if you are in Japan right now, and your family and friends too...

Can't Fight The Moonlight

Underneath the starlight,starlight... There's magical feeling so right... It'll still your heart tonight....

Hai you all,

So, tonight, i will share the photo that taken on last Saturday at Hagen Dazs.Well, since it's Christmas gift from my boss so i redeem that voucher on that day,and at the same time do enjoy the song that I shared for today by Lee Ann Rimes.....

UpdateD: Sareh' Wedding

Thanks to my friends to upload the photo at Facebook.Now, I managed to update at my blog.



We are not ready yet!



Sareh and his wife...congrats!

This is what happen when we are met,talked non-stop and laugh..laugh..;D



and still laugh..hahahaha..



Sweet couple in the hot weather...

I miss u girls! So much!....